so, sehari sebelum blok 12. lots of things in mind. blok 11 tak tahu lagi lulus atau tak. kecelaruan emosi sikit minggu ni. but end up gunakan cuti tiga hari dgn sangat bermanfaat since dapat makan banyak makanan yang teringin :p tapi dalam bermanfaat tu banyak jugak benda lain jadi.
still looking for the reasons to keep moving forward. but, I'll be fine. loving how I cherish these few days. and it does make me thinks a lot.
but then, i have this kind of habit untuk cakap sesuatu yg aku tak maksudkan. misalnya, I told my friend not to take my picture sebab dia xde skill ambil gambar padahal what I was trying to do was to get her into the picture. I didnt know my words were too harsh until someone said so. but, it was my mistake to think that other people will understand my intention.
and, I dont know how to control these words. it keeps on slipping out of my mouth. -,- and I hate it. I hate the fact that I'm hurting my friends with my words that I didnt realized would have hurt them. I hate the fact that I dont know I'm hurting them. I hate the fact that I cant just say something I means like straight to the point. -,-
but this flaw of me, makes me appreciate my friends even more since they have been way too patient with me. they try to understand me. try to cope with my flaws. and stay with with me until this second. I'm being grateful over that. and I love them!!!
dear friends, thank you for being so patient with me. I love you. kbye.
2110, 29 Oktober 2017
